The latest star to reveal that she’s suffered from depression and contemplated suicide is LeAnn Rimes. In an interview with Entertainment Tonight, Rimes confesses to cheating on her husband and admits that she had thoughts about taking her own life during the ordeal. According to the UK’s Daily Mail, the 30-year-old country singer checked into a health facility to deal with anxiety and stress after being criticized for her affair.
There’s no other way to say it: I choked.
Depression Introspection, originally hosted on Typepad, was a mildly successful blog within its niche community. I updated the blog regularly and within a year, watched my stats rocket and was named one of PsychCentral’s Top 10 Depression blogs. I enjoyed researching and learning information then providing analysis for the world to see. I wasn’t the first (or second or third) mental health blog but I was part of the early game.
After claiming the #1 spot for PsychCentral’s Top 10 blogs of 2007, I freaked. I averaged 5,000 page views a day. For a nobody like me, I found that nothing to sneeze at.
Then the pressure was on. The pressure came from no one but myself.
I regularly received emails asking for advice or comments on older posts. But the pressure to keep and satisfy an audience became overwhelming. It was all self-created. I wanted to compete. And when the competition loomed large and appeared daunting, I cracked and walked away from it altogether. Updating the blog was no longer fun, I hated doing research, learning about mental health became a chore.
From 2006-2008, my entire life surrounded my mental health and learning about it. Within 2 years, I grew and changed. I no longer wanted to write about mental health on a daily basis. Nor did I want to put so much time and effort into generating content that earned me very little money. But I have a bit of a historian in me: I can sit back and appreciate the hard work I put into this blog. In an effort to preserve the content, I spent a good bit of time and energy into moving this blog from Typepad to WordPress. Even without updating this site new information, my old posts (especially on Lamictal) still get regular hits and comments. Simply that amazes me and makes me realize how valuable some of the information is within this blog.
With the exception of the Quotes of the Day, which are scheduled to update through March 2010, this blog is basically defunct. It’s up as a resource for people to browse through and glean some kind of knowledge on various psychotropics (however outdated the information may be). There is always the possibility I could update regularly again but I doubt it. Like I mentioned previously, I’ve grown beyond simply mental health writing and update a personal blog titled This Journey is My Own where I blog about various topics from introspection to politics to religion (mainly Christianity) to race relations/identity. I run quite the gamut than what I used to write here. And I purposely do not mix the content because I serve two different audiences with each.
So there you have it. I’ve since learned that I’d rather never succeed than watch myself hopelessly fail. Not that I was failing with my blog. Far from it—I was succeeding, succeeding beyond anything I could have ever imagined. And when I saw that I had to work to maintain that success (after having achieved it so effortlessly and carelessly), I choked, sputtered, and stalled.
And walked away.
I know a lot of people were sad to see the regular updates disappear. I fell off the blog scene and keep up with people mostly through Twitter. But I did what I had to do for me. To maintain my sanity. The joy and the love for writing the blog were gone. Once those things go, it’s time to end it, which is what I did.
My other blog has a regular audience of about maybe 5-10 people max. And that’s okay. Any more “success” and I think I’d choke. Besides, I’m really just trying to write for “an audience of one” now.
So if you’re new to the site and visiting, feel free to take a look around, there’s some good information to be found. If you’ve been a regular reader, thanks for your loyalty in showing me that I’ve got what it takes to be mildly successful.
April 22, 2008 at 11:02 am (Loose Screws Mental Health News, Mental Health/Illness, Suicide)
Tags: 9/11, abortions, employees, health insurance, London Free Press, mental health, mental health benefits, mental health day, mental illness, Military, New York, Newsday, NYC, psychiatrists, Royal College of Psychiatrists, September 11, soldiers, stress, Suicide, troops, unwanted pregnancies, VA, Veterans Administration, Veterans Health Administration, vets, work
The London Free Press reports that more than 80 percent of employees admitted to taking a “mental health” day. Most people took the day (or days) off because of work-related stress. Others called out because they were tired, bored, or lacked motivation to go to work that day.
The Royal College of Psychiatrists published a report about a month ago that concluded abortions can lead to mental illness. This is significant considering that many psychiatrists in the mental health industry deemed carrying out an unwanted pregnancy to term far more of a mental health risk than getting an abortion. However, the report seems to be echoing old information: in 2006, the Journal of Child Psychology and Psychiatry arrived at the same conclusion in young women who had abortions.
At last, New York victims of the 9/11 attack are getting assistance with their mental health benefits. Newsday reports that the benefit program “will reimburse out-of-pocket costs for mental health or substance-use treatment through a claims process similar to any insurance benefit.” These costs include outpatient services, medication related to treatment, lab work, and psych evaluations.
Unfortunately, the benefit only applies to those living in the New York City boroughs or are workers of the city. Anyone from NYC who’s curious to find out about whether they’re eligible can dial 311 or go to www.nyc.gov/9-11mentalhealth.
Finally, in more sad military news, the Veterans Health Administration admitted that about 18 vets a day—126 per week—commit suicide. This news comes on the heels of the study that found mental illness is increasing (or is being identified better) in U.S. troops.
April 20, 2008 at 7:23 pm (Celebrities, Depression, Mental Health/Illness, Suicide)
Tags: alcoholism, anorexia, anxiety, bipolar, bulimia, Celebrities, celebrity crust, celebs, Depression, drug use, eating disorders, half of us, mtv, mtvu, Pete Wentz, stress, substance abuse, Suicide, Suicide attempts, Wentz
Wentz was joined stars such as Mary J. Blige and Smashing Pumpkins frontman Billy Corgan as a spokesperson for the Jed Foundation’s Half Of Us campaign which is aimed at cutting student suicide rates.
The site also deals with issues such as eating disorders, stress, substance abuse, cutting, anxiety, depression, and bipolar disorder. As part of Generation Y (or Z or XYZ), I grew up loving mtv as a teen. Now I can’t stand it. (Mainly because it’s reality-TV show channel for than music television.) But I have to hand it to the mtv networks this time. They got it right. Use celebrities if you have to so that college students will be less hesitant to seek the help they need.
I received outpatient treatment for my "depression" in late September and late October/early November. I've gotten a ton of "ways to beat stress" things thrown my way and in digging through my e-mail (yes, I finally got to an e-mail from November – shocker!), I found the following. They're all pretty practical, but I laugh my butt off at the last one. (Apologies to those who still sleep with a stuffed animal.)
Physical methods to beat stress
There are over 101 ways to beat stress. These are just a few
1) Ten breaths to peace sitting or standing slow deep breaths
2) Giant yawn
4) Shoveling snow, mowing the lawn
7) People watching
9) Cuddling with small children, or spouse
10) Sewing or knitting, crocheting, embroidering, or any craft
11) Go to a park
12) Hot bath (bubble bath)
13) Small planet on a dark night finds a place to look at the stars
14) Counting from 99 to 1
15) Speaking of, singing it is therapeutic
17) Cup of herbal tea
18) Steam bath
19) Making things
21) On tour of an old public library in your town
22) Telephone call a friend or relative
23) Movie party call several friends let another friend organize the rides and popcorn
24) Writing write your life history in the third person
25) Write a letter to an old friend
26) Bird watching in the woods, park, or near water and watch birds
27) Beat stress with animals groom your dog or cat
28) Wheels get on your bike and go or a ride
29) Pucker up get yourself some bubble mix and blow some bubbles
30) The way to their heart bake some cookies for someone shut in, sick or grieving
31) Visit a homeless shelter take them old magazines or books
32) .Just one more, please go out with a camera and take pictures of places or scenery
33) Swing go to a park get on the swings
34) Play games with children
35) Clean someone else’s house
37) Tie-dye shirts do them for your whole family
38) Go for a long drive in the country
39) Read to a child, spouse, or elderly person
40) Hug a stuff animal
Enjoy all that fun stuff.
May 4, 2007 at 3:55 pm (Celebrities, Depression, Loose Screws Mental Health News, Mental Health/Illness)
Tags: breast-feeding, Depression, diabetes, DISC1, gene, gene mutation, hormonal therapy, Joan Rivers, Kathleen Kendall-Tackett, Kathy Cronkite, menopause, Mike Wallace, moms, new moms, postpartum depression, Schizophrenia, stress, The Edge of Darkness
Advance apologies for sounding like I’m in a cynical mood. I’m working on something today that I’m not fond of.
An article in Newsday (by the Associated Press) says that researchers are becoming hopeful that hormonal therapy can ward off mental health decline in menopausal women, such as dementia. It seems that previous research found that hormonal therapy produced negative results, but the new research suggests that timing may be the defining factor. Older women in the later stages of menopause seem to be at more risk for heart attacks, strokes, and breast cancer. Doctors are saying hormone therapy may work in women in the earliest stages of menopause.
The Long and Short of It
- Researchers have discovered that the malfunction of a gene thought to be associated with schizophrenia or depression seems to have symptoms associated with those illnesses. They figured it out thanks to our trusty mice. The mutated gene is called DISC1 (Disrupted in schizophrenia 1).
- Breast-feeding helps new moms battle depression. Consuming foods with omega-3 fatty acids also provides benefits. According to an author named Kathleen Kendall-Tackett, breast-feeding lowers stress levels. However, if the mother is having issues feeding her child, it can have the opposite effect and bring on depression.
- Walter Cronkite’s daughter Kathy has a book, The Edge of Darkness, which details her battle with depression. Oh, and by the way, Joan Rivers and Mike Wallace deal with depression too. (That’s in the book.) EDIT: Polly of polarcoaster.net let me know that Cronkite’s book isn’t new. She was just discussing her experience with depression in Cincinnati’s The Enquirer.
- A new study shows that chronic depression may lead to diabetes in older people.
“The culprit appears to cortisol, a hormone produced in response to stress. When someone is depressed, cortisol levels rise. If depression is chronic, cortisol levels may stay consistently high.” – Debra Manzella, R.N.
Also, make sure you’re working on your 300+ crunches daily:
“Excess belly fat is a known risk factor for diabetes.”
January 3, 2007 at 6:39 am (Antidepressants, Depression, Loose Screws Mental Health News, Medicine/Meds, Mental Health/Illness, Pharma, Suicide)
Tags: Antidepressants, anxiety, big pharma, Dawdy, diagnose, diagnosis, Effexor XR, free will, Furious Seasons, health news, intueri, medical services, medication, medicine, meds, mental health, mental illness, New York Times, News, NYT, overdiagnosed, pharma companies, pharmaceutical companies, pharmaceuticals, pharmacy, psych meds, SSRI, stress, Suicide, suicide risk, venlafaxine, Washington Times, WISH-TV
Surprise, surprise — the likelihood of suicide attempts increases with antidepressants.
“Suicidal patients taking antidepressants have a ‘markedly increased’ risk of additional suicide attempts but a "markedly decreased" risk of dying from suicide, a large Finnish study has found.
“The research into nearly 15,400 patients hospitalized for suicide attempts between 1997 and 2003 showed that ‘current antidepressant use was associated with a 39 percent increase in risk of attempted suicide, but a 32 percent decrease in risk of completed suicide and a 49 percent reduced risk of death from any cause,’ the authors wrote in a report published in the Dec. 4 issue of Archives of General Psychiatry.
“The Finnish study analyzed 15,390 suicidal patients of all ages for an average of 3.4 years. The authors said they did this ‘because previous suicide attempts are the most important risk factor for predicting suicide.’”
I think 15,390 patients is a sizeable, significant study that could probably yield semi-accurate statistics.
“Among the 7,466 males and 7,924 females examined, there were 602 suicides, 7,136 suicide attempts requiring hospitalization and 1,583 deaths recorded during follow-up. The risk of completed suicide was 9 percent lower among those taking any antidepressants than among those not taking antidepressants.
“But the picture was not so bright for all those who took SSRIs. It was for those taking fluoxetine (Prozac), who had a 48 percent lower risk of suicide than those not taking medication. But the study found that those taking another SSRI, venlafaxine hydrochloride (Effexor XR), had a 61 percent increased risk.”
So Prozac is better than Effexor XR in terms of suicidal risk. Nice, considering that I've had a 10-year history of suicidal attempts and this study seems to show that venlafaxine increases the risk of suicide attempts. Perhaps Effexor should be prescribed to those who aren't/have never been suicidal?