Status update

I'm going to try to keep this as short as I can because I have a lot to do and finally have the energy — and mental clarity! — to do it.

I woke up at 5 am yesterday due to a bad migraine. I didn't fall asleep until 2 am. I'd laid in bed from 10 pm-12 am hoping to fall asleep since my thoughts had begun to take a negative turn and I knew it was because of lack of sleep.

I was up for a total of 21 hours. Between the lack of sleep and the medication side effects, it was a combo for disaster. I tried to use Twitter and play Scrabble and Sudoku as distractions but my negative thoughts continued to invade my mind. Go ahead, call me crazy, but I believe in evil forces and Satan was attacking me hard.

I am okay right now. My mood is just fine, holding steady at a 6 right now. But I was bad — very bad last night.

And yes, I should be eating better.

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Comments

  1. Ana said,

    February 26, 2009 at 5:32 pm

    Marissa,
    Nobody is judging you here. Leave it for the “normals”.
    It’s amazing how lack of sleep can make us feel terrible.
    And also when the evil forces are dominating our minds.
    Sometimes I go for a walk and exchange a couple of words with some people and it helps.
    But I don’t believe it’s a good solution for you.
    I was quiet when I was in my twenties. Now I talk to no matter who.
    Hope you have a nice night of sleep.

  2. Tim V said,

    March 1, 2009 at 2:18 am

    when i cant sleep, i take 20mg of seroquil


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