For me, it’s like losing pieces of myself . . . one by one. The things that used to interest me aren’t so interesting anymore.
What’s depression like for you?
April 20, 2012 at 11:32 am (Depression)
Tags: Depression
For me, it’s like losing pieces of myself . . . one by one. The things that used to interest me aren’t so interesting anymore.
What’s depression like for you?
0 – Severely depressed, suicidal and/or homicidal, immediate inpatient treatment necessary, inability to function (in daily activities)
1 – Severely depressed, somewhat suicidal and/or homicidal, monitoring necessary, inpatient treatment likely necessary, inability to function
2 – Severely depressed, passing suicidal and/or homicidal thoughts, monitoring recommended, inpatient treatment optional, great difficulty functioning
3 – Moderately depressed, passing suicidal and/or homicidal thoughts, monitoring optional, some difficulty functioning
4 – Mildly depressed, passing suicidal and/or homicidal thoughts, monitoring optional, low difficulty functioning
5 – Emotionally numb, in a state of existence, no suicidal and/or homicidal ideations, no monitoring necessary, some ability to function, borderline mood (potential for change to 4 or 6)
6 – Mildly happy, content, no suicidal and/or homicidal ideations, little functioning problems
7 – Moderately happy, upbeat, no functioning problems
8 – Moderately happy, optimistic, positive, no functioning problems
9 – Extremely happy, optimistic, cheerful, positive, “in a good mood,” “feel great,” no functioning problems
10 – Extremely happy, potentially manic, active, energetic, euphoric, ability to function may vary

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Princess of Tides said,
April 20, 2012 at 11:52 am
Couldn’t have put it better.
Camerin said,
April 20, 2012 at 12:03 pm
I couldn’t agree more. It’s like being a hole and wanting to go climb out but not having a ladder or rope to do it. So, you look up and wish you could feel the warm sun on face again.
Jack Hope said,
April 20, 2012 at 1:57 pm
You’ve pretty much hit the nail on the head. Depression is incredibly corrosive, slowly stripping you of just about everything.
Sometimes, I feel like I’m the driver of a car: the engine is going but I can’t seem to get it into gear, so I sit here, idling, not going anywhere. Completely and utterly useless.
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April 20, 2012 at 2:52 pm
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tgcyndi said,
April 20, 2012 at 7:08 pm
I understand, believe me. Losing interest in the things that once had great value is a very common sign of depression.
Eating, sleeping, and simply enjoying the warm sunshine on my face used to be among the little things that I enjoyed, but when the “Dark Passenger” makes his insidious presence felt, none of those things have any importance, and I just want the pain to stop, by ANY means necessary.
Contrary to the old song, suicide isn’t really “painless”, is it?
And yet, all those so-called “friends” will just shake their clueless heads and mumble, “I dunno why it happened” once the deed is done, and then go back to their insulated, self-absorbed lives like nothing ever happened.
Barbara altman said,
April 20, 2012 at 8:14 pm
For me it was the loss of all hope that I would ever get better, feel happy, or feel like living
serena said,
April 22, 2012 at 8:36 am
For its like I’m a dead person walking. Spiritualy aint here bt physicaly here
sbacon@surewest.net said,
May 15, 2012 at 11:15 am
depression for me is PAINFUL
alexis yarmolowitz said,
August 3, 2012 at 5:05 pm
I have been on an upward and downward struggle to manage my depression for the last 20 years…it’s like a dark tunnel with no end in sight. Once I wanted to be one with the sounds of the waves crashing at the beach during a hurricane… thats how painful it was. Yet since i have found the correct medication I see the light at the end of that tunnel however..bright…i know its there